tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69495102043371727612024-02-28T18:43:21.567-05:00Objets D'artagnan"if my darkness can praise Your light"D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.comBlogger1226125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-55468242862841319622023-07-03T07:00:00.003-05:002023-09-19T04:50:14.334-05:00<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" class="BLOG_video_class" height="266" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/AHL64xp4cis" width="320" youtube-src-id="AHL64xp4cis"></iframe></div><br /><br /><p></p>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-90253196463702793732020-06-17T19:01:00.002-05:002020-06-17T19:01:45.397-05:00The Police and I<br />
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As I have noted on a few posts, I had rather long hair for the majority of my life (from the time I first saw the Partridge Family until just before I was received into the Church). This attribute gave me a small glimpse into what it is like to be profiled by the police, as there were numerous times I was pulled over for DWLH (driving while long haired), mostly without much drama, although once I did have guns pulled on me, yet another time I think the dude thought I was a chick and wanted to hit on me (something that does happen to a lot of young ladies I have been told).</div>
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The time that I could have been shot was in truth my fault, although it wasn’t until I was driving away that it all made sense. My 20 something still an atheist self was seeing a girl in Virginia, and we alternated weekends between my place in Baltimore and hers in Arlington, with me usually staying until early Monday morning and then driving to my bricklaying job from Virginia. A neighbor must have seem some long haired guy leaving the condo complex at 4:30 am with a duffle bag and assumed I was a bad guy. Driving only a few miles and I was pulled over, without the knowledge of why, or aware that I was supposed to stay in my vehicle, I got out only to see both officers pull their weapons and tell me to put my hands on the truck. I apologized for not knowing the “pulled over”etiquette and explained The Who-why-where’s as the one officer searched my truck and bag. They told me that had a report of a possible theft by someone fitting my description and then reminded me again to always sty in the car until asked. They had been super aggressive at first, and turned quite nice and helpful after they “got the facts”.</div>
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My most memorable pullover, mainly because of the lesson I received, was when I was just about 30. Finished up a DJ gig one Saturday night near York, and was making my way back to 83 when I accidentally ended up on a One way street, something that did not go unnoticed by the uniformed man in the squad car. This officer, or so I thought, was the opposite of Andy Griffith, and was more than a little intimidating and stern. He could see in my Jeep all the sound equipment, which to a non-DJ could easily look like I just robbed a house or store. Luckily I had my info sheet on the front seat, and handed It to him with my license and registration. He checked out my information, called it in, and then asked me some music questions to gauge my DJ knowledge. Convinced I wasn’t a criminal, or at least not currently committing any criminal acts, he gave me directions to 83 and suggested I not go up any more one way streets.</div>
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Still shaken by this, especially as this guy was all business, I started to head back to Baltimore, but stopped at a 7/11 just before the entrance to the highway. I grabbed a Diet Mountain Dew for the road and as I was about to pay I heard “let me get that Mr DJ” and it was the tough cop, except he had a big smile on his face and I was now more worried he might hug me than arrest me. He bought my soda, wished me a safe trip and even said God bless.</div>
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On my way home I had the time to think about that situation, and how it’s most likely safer for police to be intimidating at first, and how it might be for many just an act they put on - being the alpha male as not to have problems. Eh, what do I know, but that being a cop, especially now, is a very hard job.</div>
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D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-80635614750093368312019-08-24T10:19:00.002-05:002020-06-17T18:20:41.209-05:00Man Up...<br />
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While I still wish most days that the cancer would come back and finish the job, it is more that there is little reason for my feeble existence and that I am so obviously out of place on this decaying rock, than the fact I am unhappy with life.<br />
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Finishing up a sales call the other day the contractor noticed my cane (I do my best to hide it from my boss and clients), and asked me why I had it. It seems he is going through some health issues dealing with not one, but two, helicopter crashes he was involved in while serving our country.<br />
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I thanked him for his sacrifice, and told him about my PLS, my false ALS scare, and the cancer that I should have let end me. His condition was a mass that had grown, is growing, around his spine, and that there is a chance the operation may leave him paralyzed, and that if so he’d put a bullet in his head.<br />
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“So you have no family?, I see a wedding ring”<br />
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“Yeah, wife and 2 kids, and 2 more from my first marriage” he replied<br />
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“So that their father and husband was a pussy - that’s the legacy you want to leave them?”<br />
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At this point I kinda thought this marine was gonna deck me.<br />
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But he just replied “no” and spoke of all the things he wouldn’t be able to do, with me replying “me neither” to many of his complaints.<br />
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“How much more would your family and friends respect a man who fights through all those things”<br />
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I then said two things (maybe should have said more)<br />
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You need to go volunteer at the V.A, and work with guys like you , but who don’t even have a home.<br />
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And, would you mind if I prayed for you?<br />
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Both seemed to humble him a bit, as they did me, and I do pray he finds strength to be an amazing example for those around him, and if anyone reads this, would you please pray for him too.<br />
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Yes, I also realize that this was a bit of the Holy Spirit speaking as much through me, as to me.<br />
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Amen.<br />
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<br />D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-87390290948469103762018-10-29T18:23:00.000-05:002018-10-30T18:24:54.091-05:00 . . . the more they stay the same<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-74665404750362731632018-09-05T18:59:00.001-05:002018-10-14T09:11:20.279-05:00Mom to the rescue.<br />
While I know that the HPV cancer was my punishment and/or penance for not remaining chaste many years ago when I was engaged, it doesn’t stop me from being a lil’ angry at a God who seems to like to kick me when I’m down . . . Kick, punch, spit on . . . It’s obvious He doesn’t like this worthless ol’ butthead, as I feel like the mouse the cat spends all day slowly ripping apart instead of killing outright.<br />
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But in any family, it’s nice to have a Mother who’s always their to listen and comfort, especially when we aren’t on speaking terms with our dad or siblings. Mom might not be able to change dad’s punishment/anger, but she’s there to stop the crying after we get back from the wood shed. Even on the days it feels God’s ears are As deaf as He made my own mother’s , I still know Mary is listening, and hopefully asking for clemency.<br />
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This new perspective, and added, unorthodox, reason to be thankful for Christ’s gift of a new mother almost makes it worth the hell I am enduring.<br />
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I don’t blame God for His contempt for me, as it is one of the few universal opinions I agree with, but I still can’t forgive Him for not allowing me to die. . .for this continued cable TV version of JOB.<br />
.D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-82273300946273519762018-03-07T07:35:00.004-05:002018-03-07T07:35:52.502-05:00True change vs. worldly trend<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />The media or Hollywood or this talking head or that - demands change in the church, but they do not understand that we are the church of change!<br /><br />
Through the church a sinner can change into a Saint, changes one who takes into one who gives, through the church
the hopeless change into the hopeful and through the church the
unlovable change into the loved.<br /><br />For we ARE the church of change, but they are the church of trend.<br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-78196417561646655082018-02-16T16:42:00.000-05:002018-02-16T16:42:00.912-05:00The choice is love.<br />
A wonderful Story of loving, of adoption as all of of are adopted, and a campaign to offset the many expenses - please give what you can, and maybe a little more (O:<br />
<a href="https://thecatholictable.com/2018/02/13/the-power-of-a-name/">https://thecatholictable.com/2018/02/13/the-power-of-a-name/</a><br />
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<br />D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-90692142681592922112017-11-02T08:41:00.002-05:002018-02-12T17:22:00.090-05:00A Walking Proof<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.<br /><span style="color: black;">Will be creating a NEW blog to focus completely on, what I hope is, God's mission for me now, to show the extensive damage which has come from our contraceptive culture.<br /><br />The cancer was caused by HPV, a virus that even my doctors make the defeatist comment "oh, everyone has it by now" instead of maybe actually admitting that casual sex is a lie straight outta hell. Sure the docs and media want folks to get a vaccination, because it is unimaginable to them that people live lives of chastity, even though it was only fifty years ago we could count the number of STDs on one hand, whereas now there are over 30.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="color: black;"><br />Not only do I have to wonder now if the cancer will return, but also which of my friends or family will be the next to go through this.<br /><br /><a href="https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/silent-epidemic-cancer-spreading-among-men-n811466">https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/silent-epidemic-cancer-spreading-among-men-n811466</a><br /><br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-73254828776129110592017-09-01T04:21:00.003-05:002017-09-01T04:21:20.583-05:00All things New<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />
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have mentioned the medieval torture device I get to wear as I am
strapped down for 10 minutes during treatment 5 days a week, and my
bizarre notion to want to not only keep it, but turn it into art and
frame it.<br /> <br /> the chemo causes me to have a bit of insomnia, which
has actually produced some pretty clever ideas , with one being the
"how" of decorating this thing which is, God willing, saving my life.<br /> <br />
I am going to take photos of all the incredibly wonderful staff who has
been part of my treatment and then decoupage the photos onto the
masque. So instead of the torture device, I will see, and can remember
to pray for, the folks who have given me such great and compassionate
care. <br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-23541154325312591352017-08-26T05:27:00.000-05:002017-09-01T04:28:24.196-05:00Offering it up ain't always easy <span style="color: #fff2cc;"> .</span><br />I whined about my notso great day yesterday when I should have been lifting up that suffering and appreciating the good I saw.<br />
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One of my favorite club members got to ring the Last Day Bell, and his
whole family came to watch. I am actually gonna miss seeing him, but yet
so happy I won't and glad he's home and starting the recovery (even
after treatment the effects can last a month or more, and one woman told
me her taste took a year to return . . . 'course I said "I'm from Ba<span class="text_exposed_show">lwmer, so I aint never had any taste (O: )</span><br />
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Then before I left Hopkins, after being their for 8 hours, I met a
quiet couple about my age, the women looking pretty worn down, and I
while I usually chat folks up I left them alone. When the wife went to
the rest room I just starting a chat with the husband about where they
are from and thank God it's the weekend.<br />
He talked for a while
and I even saw him smile a little, but then he told me that they said he
will soon be losing his wife of 24 years. I merely said I was truly
sorry. His wife came back and they left, with my horrific day put very
much into perspective.<br />
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While I of course immediately started to
pray for them, I didn't tell them I would, I was too worried about
offending them that I didn't say that simple little phrase I normal
spout "<br /> "if you don't mind, I will be praying for you"<br />
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and I hope some of you will take a knee for them now.<br />
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If you pray for me, be it a prayer that I will be His light as much as
possible when I am there . . .I can suffer, I can go through all this
crap, but I just need help is the strength to stop being a whiny lil'
wimp and instead carry that Love that I have so undeservedly been giving
to everyone I meet.<br />
thanks and God bless!<br />
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D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-63042669920831048862017-08-23T06:00:00.000-05:002017-08-23T06:00:05.988-05:00Santa Rosa<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />"<b><i>Apart from the cross <br />there is no other ladder <br />by which we may get to heaven.</i></b>" <br /> Saint Rose of Lima<br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-14814628550517380312017-08-23T05:00:00.000-05:002017-08-23T05:00:18.928-05:00Grace comes after Suffering<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />
“If only mortals would learn how great it is to possess divine grace,
how beautiful, how noble, how precious. How many riches it hides within
itself, how many joys and delights! <br />
Without doubt they would devote all
their care and concern to winning for themselves pains and afflictions.
All men throughout the world would seek trouble, infirmities and
torments, instead of good fortune, in order to attain the unfathomable
treasure of grace. <br />
This is the reward and the final gain of patience. <br />
No
one would complain about his cross or about troubles that may happen to
him, if he would come to know the scales on which they are weighed when
they are distributed to men."<br />
Saint Rose of Lima<br />
<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-47152020260341114052017-07-31T07:59:00.003-05:002017-07-31T08:01:14.487-05:00Medicine for Salvation<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />
"Let us understand that God is a physician, and that suffering is a medicine for salvation, not a punishment for damnation."<br />
St. Augustine<br />
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One of my customers said "with all you are going through, I don't see how you can believe in God"<br />
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"Truth doesn't change with situations, truth is truth, 4+4=8 regardless
if I have cancer or win the lottery, so the same God is God"<br />
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Than I asked " if yer son needed an injection to save his life,but hated
needles, wouldn't you still let the doctor give him the shot and worry
about the tears later?"<br />
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"of course"<br />
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"Well, looking at my
situation through the eyes of eternity I see that this evil terrible
thing I am going through will be thought of as nothing but a pinprick if
I even remember it once I am there"<br />
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Sadly, as most people are
want to when faced with reason, she than changed the subject to religion
and suicide bombers, to which I said my usual retort<br />
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"Writing off all religion because of the evil actions from one is as silly as writing off all of science because of Hiroshima"<br />
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D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-51532377358932890982017-07-09T11:10:00.004-05:002017-07-31T09:10:30.041-05:00Rejoice in My Sufferings . . . .<div class="" data-block="true" data-editor="dq1ud" data-offset-key="etep5-0-0">
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<span style="font-family: "georgia" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span data-offset-key="7nnt0-0-0"><span data-text="true">I am so thankful for the teaching on <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Redemptive_suffering">redemptive suffering</a> - that what I am going through - what I soon will be going through - can be used for His glory and for His children - that suffering offered up has purpose - I thank and praise God for this!<br /><br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></span></span></div>
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D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-36090735282778132132017-07-04T07:43:00.002-05:002017-07-04T07:43:54.014-05:00Perhaps a Miracle<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: large;"> Cancer Sucks!, but I am thankful that my faith, and the Author of my faith, will walk each step with me. I know that I neither need or deserve
a miracle (the Lord has my heart either way), but if one were to happen
it would be my hope that it could be attributed to someone worthy of
canonization, in particular <a href="http://www.ncregister.com/daily-news/new-stage-begins-in-dorothy-day-canonization-cause">Dorothy Day</a>.<br /></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"> So I ask all my friends, in humility, to daily ask this holy woman to pray for me, thanks and God bless!<br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.<br />.</span></span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-18606234675821085072017-06-26T07:06:00.001-05:002017-06-26T07:11:13.379-05:00Casa Monk for the Summer<span style="color: #fff2cc;">..</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Subletting my house for the Summer while I go through radiation and Chemo, if anyone knows someone visiting the area, or that might need a temporary place while looking for a long term home.<br /><span style="font-size: small;">*pics in ad</span></span><br />
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https://washingtondc.craigslist.org/mld/sub/6192684800.html<br />
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<span style="color: #fff2cc;">..</span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-34082952449973945912017-06-24T18:04:00.003-05:002017-06-24T18:08:59.690-05:00File Under : Yep, He's from Bawlmer<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span><br />
Hopkins Doc. : You are also going to need a speech therapist<br />
Me: So, I will have trouble talking?<br />
Hopkins Doc: Maybe a little at first<br />
Me: Will I be able to sing in the choir<br />
Hopkins Doc: If all works as it should, of course<br />
Me: that's great, cause they never let me sing before (O:<br />
<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-76486644802495814552017-06-22T18:06:00.000-05:002017-06-24T18:09:16.611-05:00File Under : a lil' perspective. <div class="_5pbx userContent" data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" id="js_xh">
<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span><br />
While waiting in line at the Oncologist at Hopkins today there was a
young boy in front of me<br />
. . . A boy of about 12 or 13<br />
. . . a young boy
with Downs, with leg braces, with cancer<br />
. . .he also had a wonderful
smile <br />
. . . So how dare I not smile as well.<br />
<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-18635046144225276272017-06-19T16:15:00.000-05:002017-06-24T18:08:31.129-05:00He has known all our suffering<div class="_5pbx userContent" data-ft="{"tn":"K"}" id="js_1gx" style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span><br />Pet/Scan next week and meet with Oncologist at Johns Hopkins. <br />
Sickness, suffering, death, whatever<br /> . . . I am blessed to serve the God who <br />(to poorly paraphrase Jesus) <br /> "Been there, done that, conquered that Sh*t"<br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">,</span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-30937542019420544672017-03-28T18:16:00.002-05:002017-03-28T18:16:53.776-05:00Never alone<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">We speak so often <br />of Christ's suffering for us <br /> that I fear we forget <br /> that because of that act<br /> each time we suffer <br /> He truly suffers with us </span><span class="text_exposed_show"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /> and that is good news indeed!</span><br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;"><span style="background-color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span></span></div>
D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-57424874860002849922016-02-15T07:24:00.005-05:002016-02-15T07:27:08.914-05:00Cross or crosses<br />
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">"To follow Christ </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">means to take up our Cross </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">and to suffer, </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">but the odd
thing is </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">that as we take up the Cross </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">that He has chosen for us, </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">all the
crosses of our own making </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">start to fall away".</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #fff2cc;">> </span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-51884837387094941902016-02-07T14:12:00.003-05:002016-02-07T14:12:49.803-05:00One of the Few or One of the Many?<br />If only I become one of the "few", instead of the "many"<br /><br />"JESUS has always many who love His heavenly kingdom, but few who bear His cross. He has many who desire consolation, but few who care for trial. He finds many to share His table, but few to take part in His fasting. All desire to be happy with Him; few wish to suffer anything for Him. Many follow Him to the breaking of bread, but few to the drinking of the chalice of His passion. Many revere His miracles; few approach the shame of the Cross. Many love Him as long as they encounter no hardship; many praise and bless Him as long as they receive some comfort from Him. But if Jesus hides Himself and leaves them for a while, they fall either into complaints or into deep dejection. Those, on the contrary, who love Him for His own sake and not for any comfort of their own, bless Him in all trial and anguish of heart as well as in the bliss of consolation. Even if He should never give them consolation, yet they would continue to praise Him and wish always to give Him thanks. What power there is in pure love for Jesus -- love that is flee from all self-interest and self-love!"<br /><br />Thomas a' Kempis<br />
<br />D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-40405170234748358582015-10-26T07:19:00.000-05:002015-10-26T07:19:05.748-05:00Hooked on a Feelin'<span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br />"Love is NOT a feeling, but a decision <br /> not an emotion, but a promise.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">To say "I Love You" is to say <br />"I will take nails in my hand, <br />rather than see your soul damaged"</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The sad fact is that often <br />when we see those nails in our hands, <br />it is the beloved who is holding the hammer.<br /><br />But Jesus reminds us <br />that we are to take away only the hammer,<br /> not the Love!"</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /><span style="color: #fff2cc;">.</span></span>D'artagnanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09920971697935071513noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6949510204337172761.post-50259792452658812952015-08-06T07:26:00.003-05:002015-08-06T07:26:42.034-05:00Real Men are Pro-life<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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