Thursday, December 10, 2015

Alarming Situation


I confess that for the last few months I have been anything but a devout Catholic, not even attending mass since Summer. I had let the pain of my illness and mounting medical debts cause me to not exactly hate God, but to just kind of ignore Him, as I assumed He was ignoring me  --  with my only prayers being "please let me not wake" or "why have You made such a waste of life as me?"

I even started sleeping past my usual 5:30 AM wake up, not really wishing to wake at all.

But I started to notice a weird little coincidence when I would roll over and look at the time, as almost every single day it would be exactly 6:46. At first this just gave me a little giggle, and I attributed it to my internal clock, as I have never really needed to set an alarm to get up at a desired time.

Monday 6:46 AM

Thursday 6:46 AM

Saturday 6:46 AM

and this continued until I finally started to think it was a lil' too weird, and finally one day I did a search for just that number 6:46

Why do you call me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ but not do what I command?" Luke 6:46

this was the only Bible verse that came up, and an extreme "snap out of it" slap in the face to me.


See, I had still been talking up my nonexistent faith to others, especially to folks who commented on my cane, but I was only an intellectual Christian, not the servant I once was.


I could explain the Inquisition(s) in detail, but I just couldn't seem to make it to daily mass or confession.


I could easily list all the reasons that Protestantism has failed, but I didn't even worship God in the simple way I did as a Protestant.



Why do you call me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ but not do what I command?"

Not only a verse, not merely a literal wake up call, but also a huge spotlight on what I had let myself become - and with that, a light shining on all that He wanted me to do.

So I went Adoration on Monday, and Confession yesterday, and look forward to Mass on Saturday and Sunday.


See, in case you forgot as I did, God NEVER gives up on us - even a worthless pile like me.

So, if you could say a prayer for me, for me to stay on track as His servant, and also that I someone make it through this dark financial and medical tunnel.






Monday, October 26, 2015

Hooked on a Feelin'



"Love is NOT a feeling, but a decision
  not an emotion, but a promise.


To say "I Love You" is to say
"I will take nails in my hand,
rather than see your soul damaged"


The sad fact is that often
when we see those nails in our hands,
it is the beloved who is holding the hammer.

But Jesus reminds us
that we are to take away only the hammer,
                                                                   not the Love!"



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Saturday, February 14, 2015

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While the film version of "50 Shades" is putting the final nail in the coffin of that thing we once called feminism, on the horizon is a new breed of Women who are not ashamed to be as God created them, and who might just help men to be real men again.


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Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Our Hopeless Space

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“In an age of hope
men looked up at the night sky
and saw “the heavens."

In an age of hopelessness
they call it simply “space."
Prof. Peter Kreeft

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Monday, January 26, 2015

Friday, January 23, 2015

Manna humour


Moses is in the desert with the tribe,
after giving thanks and eating of the manna,
they started to walk until they came upon a skeleton.
Man: "oh my, who's that"
Moses : "name's Calvin, we tried to get him to eat,
                                      but he insisted the manna was only a symbol"


                                                  "I am the living bread  

                             that came down from heaven;
                                whoever eats this bread
                                       will live forever;

                            and the bread that I will give
                                        is my flesh
                                for the life of the world.”
 

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Thursday, January 22, 2015

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Whitewashed Evil

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“Revolting books against virtue
are termed courageous;
those against morality
are advertised as daring and forward-looking;
and those against God
are called progressive and epoch-making.
It has always been the characteristic of a generation in decay
to paint the gates of hell
with the gold of paradise.”

Archbishop Fulton Sheen (The Moral Universe)
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Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Slow Death

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"The world is dying from lack of being born"
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